I Thought I'd Feel More Certain by Now
I thought I would feel more certain about where I am going and what I am doing by now. Not in a dramatic, I have everything figured out kind of way. Just steadier. Like I'd trust myself and my decisions a little more. Like I wouldn't second guess myself after every decision. Don't get me wrong, I didn't expect everything to be solved. Just quieter, more settled. It feels like a common belief that with time, age, or specific milestones checked off, certainty just follows. That
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After Midnight, Honestly
Most of my honest thoughts don't show up during the day. They come late, when everything around me falls to a hushed whisper and I'm finally alone with myself. When there's nothing to distract me and no one to perform for. That's when I begin to notice things - what's bothering me, what I'm avoiding, what I'm still struggling to understand. This space is for those moments. Not because I have it figured out, but because I'm still trying to make sense of it. Lately, I've notice
Jan 82 min read